She...

And she, with her broken heart, wish to go away from this world, but she has one thing to do. She needs prove to the one she loves that she loves him, and nothing else matters, she only wants see him happy. He's one of her two reasons to stay alive. Even if he don't know it, she'll be fine, the world and the time, even the destiny teach her to resist the pain into her metaphorical heart. just for the reward at the end of the travel. That's her Only reason for her patience. Or maybe she's a masochist, but she don't really care the difference between both definitions, she only know that she'll wait the time it's needed to be happy, for first time in a long long time. Nevermind, she's not important, she don't even want the people know her feelings, that's why she speaks in third person. That’s why she use a mask of happiness, that’s why she stay in the shadows, she have fear of her own feelings, of her own thoughts

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